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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Tell Me Something




So why did the plant just fall off the shelf at my job, and no one seen it fall? I mean, it was on the shelf, and plants don't just fall on the floor? Perfectly at the same spot! It's not tilted over, there's not a lot of dirt on the floor, its like it decided to replace itself from the shelf to the floor! Makes me think back to the Color Purple, "Is God trying to tell me something?"

Seems like GOD has been on my brain more then usual...

I was doing some research online about my name, and it means "God is Gracious."

We have ALL heard about the Wrath of GOD, hellfire, brimstone, & all that good stuff, but I always believed in expressing the gracious side of GOD. I guess I balance the universe out. I tend to extend myself a lot. Give off positive energy for everyone else, and tend to forget that I NEED IT TO.

Want to know a secret?

I hate showing people my weakness.
Yes I admit it! Even though, I AM THE MAN, sometimes I don't have to strength to deal with a lot of things. BUT, I'M STILL THE MAN. Yet, I understand that a man isn't always about showing how strong he is, but being able to show how venerable he is as well. So with that said, I confess... and I AM STILL THE MAN!

Is GOD trying to tell me something?

Larry D. Lyons is BACK! I'm really happy & excited because Larry has always been a strong sense of inspiration and support for me, through his blog & personally. I recently told him how much I value how our friendship has evolved, and it feels good to know, no matter what, I have someone that looks out for me. Thanks Larry D!

Also want to Thank MY Omar for being there for me. When I was trying to be strong, I could be weak on his shoulder. EVERY TIME Omar prays, some child in Africa is saved from Starvation, a European Country is spared from war and turmoil, and new planet is created with new life & a new civilization. Fo sho'! Thanks babe!

Also want to thank Trent Jackson for being there for me. I don't know why "ya" be hating on him, lol. He has such a warm spirit.

I have all these friends around me that care about me.
Is GOD trying to tell me something?

My birthday is coming up at the end of the month, and I'm letting EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU KNOW, YOU'RE INVITED TO THE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! I don't know if I want to have dinner somewhere in NYC, and/or at my house. I'll let you guys know!

MARK YOUR CALENDARS: MARCH 27TH, 2006, BUT I MIGHT CELEBRATE IT THE SATURDAY BEFORE ON THE 25TH.

WOW, I'll be 26, I'm getting old. lol. At least I don't look old, and I sure as hell don't act old. I can be silly at times, and still be very mature. It feels good to go back in my blog and see how I have grown over the year. Got to love blogging!


Speaking of Blogging, I just noticed that my blog has received over 10,000 hits since 2006 has started. [applause] Thanks Everybody! Sometimes I get so caught up in writing that I forget how many people really do read this bad boy. Dizyaboy just recently did 100 Posts [I love his blog], and he was asking people what would make his blog better. Hmmm... I guess I can ask the same question for myself.. what can I do to make my blog better? I mean I can't just go out and have a even MORE exciting life... can I? I guess I will just try and be more creative without copying nobody else style. I haven't been using "This Book Will Change Your Life" lately, I guess I can dust it off, and try again.

I miss Aaliyah.
I miss Left Eye.

I would love to leave a legacy like they did.
Is GOD trying to tell me something?

[edit] And why this afternoon, I was in the living room, watching my porno, trying to get my "jerk on"... and there were noises coming from the closet. Ok, I can't be having no mice in this house! But the noises sounded like stuff was falling down, and it was trying to scratch its way out. Was it a big azz RAT? A brotha was too scared to jerk! So I went to get my Grandmother to see if we could get it out. Why when we opened the closet a BIRD started flying all over the place! Now, I'm a masculine guy, but I was swinging that broom in the air like a bitch! Get Out, LOL! Sigh. Is God trying to tell me something?

[why do I feel a strong urge to buy a plant? hmmmm]

14 Comments:

  • Beautiful man-child with a beautiful spirit. You are surrounded by people who love you because you love them and you have a light that shines through the darkness. Everything grows toward the light, even that plant that relocated itself to the floor. God is trying to tell you something... that you're beautiful and you are loved, in spite of all you go through you should remember that.

    By Blogger Rodney, at 6:59 PM  

  • Thank You Rodney, your words always inspire me! I get so excited everytime u comment! Thanks Man!

    Tommorrow, I'm getting that new plant!

    By Blogger ShawnQt, at 8:38 PM  

  • Ooohh - A celebration?!?! I have the perfect gift.

    By Blogger Jamal K. Franklin, at 6:26 AM  

  • aawwwww Shawn! Oh how I lubs you! Such nice words...

    You know you never talk bad about anyone...what a gift that is!

    God is always trying to tell you something. It's just a matter of if were listening or even acknowledging what he says.

    Rodney is right. We love you because you give us love, that is a beautiful thing for anyone to have especially in a world where people dont even know how to give or reciprocate love.

    Thank You for you and all that you do! You know I've got your back in spite of whatever the situation is.

    By Blogger Trent Jackson, at 9:27 AM  

  • Awww. Now I want to call my best friends but, I really can't stand none of them. lol
    Oh well, so much for sentiment.

    By Blogger Don't Oppress Me, at 1:01 PM  

  • God is always speaking to you...are you listening to him?

    I like this post man...and a hapy early birthday to you...I wish that I had plans to travel to NY so I can celebrate with you.

    By Blogger ProfessorGQ, at 2:01 PM  

  • I wanna come to and party

    By Blogger Stone, at 7:07 PM  

  • go with your gut ... get that plant.

    By Blogger taylorSiluw√© ....., at 6:29 AM  

  • God speaks to His children often man I'm glad to hear that you are listening.

    So...what kind of plant you talkin' bout??? :)

    By Blogger Soulful Real, at 10:39 AM  

  • Your the man! LOL

    By Blogger Ladynay, at 12:44 PM  

  • .....and you sound nice too!

    By Blogger Ladynay, at 12:45 PM  

  • that was a nice tribute to omar you squeezed in there.

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    don't you hate when "sessions" get interrupted?

    By Blogger Karamale, at 6:58 AM  

  • a bird???!! i would've lost my mind!! one time a bird flew into my girl's room at school and we all just ran around screaming. it was hilarious!! hahaaaa!! good times, good times. God is always tryin to tell you something, hunny. (insert color purple movie song)

    By Blogger jameil1922, at 5:24 AM  

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